Mohandes Picnic was fine. The weather was perfect, not too hot not to cool. However I felt under alot of pressure. It has been very tough, this past week. I have said things that I wished I haven't said so and have behaved in ways that are out of my character and I wish I haven't done so. I felt I have been acting as someone else. I have not been in my own skin. I felt I was someone else. It has drained all my energy and alienated me from people who love me the most..So here is the song by Avril Lavigne to show you how I acted and I hope you understand that I know of it..to whom I love most and might have hurt the most..

Cheers..

That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
That's the way it is Chill out, what ya yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talking to me one on one but you've become Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watching your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honesty and promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no